this same month I had graduated from the BEST High School on earth. Cottonwood High School, Class of 2005! I can hardly believe it...has it really been 5 years already?? Time sure flies when so much is going on.
This year as we attended many high school and college graduations
(ya don't believe me check out my bulletin)
it made me realize even more how time waits for no one. That sucks sometimes. I reflected back on my life and what I've been doing with myself. Boy was it a wave of mixed emotions. I found myself
**happy at how I've grown in many ways (growing in my jeans and dress size doesn't count lol)
**sad for losing some people in my life to death or to poor decision making.
**proud to be a former Miss Tonga Utah and to have participated in Miss Utah!! It made me look at life in a whole different perspective, I learned so much from that particular experience.... i loved it!!
**mad I haven't gone back to school since 2007 =(
YET
**still smiling at the great friendships I've established
and laughing at myself and all the silly memories I've made in the past 5 years.
I plan on staying happy by keeping a positive attitude through whatever may come my way!! =)
I'm going to make myself PROUD that I will be back in school. (by THIS fall)
I'm not planning on being sad or upset at anything, although those always come 'in the moment' and then I'm over it... so not to worried about the negative.
I will try my hardest to keep this updated because in the end, whether anyone reads it or not... it's all for my benefit and future childrens benefit....
I just hope that I won't be idle with my time and waste time [when] I did like the past 5 years... ughh...
On a higher note
....I love life and everyone in it....
BTW- congrats to ALL the graduates of 2010, I can't believe half these kids are this old.... man I'm getting older and definitely wiser. ;p haha
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